June 2011
I love you
You know I do. You also know how much it makes me mad when you do these things. I really hate being mad at you, and I love hanging out with you, but I dont like when this is all we do. I know I can be boring, and I know you enjoy doing this, but honestly I’m not a huge fan. I guess I wouldn’t mind as much if you didn’t do it around me. Or maybe I’m just bitchin and need to...
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I swear to god it sounds like there are zombies in...
fucking stupid neighbors and their zombie noises at two in the morning
I fucking love peaches
And my mom bought me a bunch of them. This makes me so damn happy, I don’t think anyone could fully comprehend how happy I am about these peaches.
So, Im gonna pour myself a huge glass of iced tea, eat my peach, and find out where the hell this music I keep hearing is coming from.
My morning..
So Im getting ready to go get Justus, and Im listening to the Beatles. Well the song Love Me Do comes on, and my three year old little brother starts dancing and singing along. Cutest thing Ive seen all day.
I quite enjoy listening to The Beatles
I enjoy it quite a lot.
Geek moment
So I’m watching transformers 2, and when sam is in his his new dorm room and in the background there are pictures of all these chicks on the wall.. And a giant naruto poster. I thought it was pretty cool haha
Off to beat fable three for the third time.
Sometimes its like I have no life T.T
I will always be here for you
Even if it means having to wait for three months without you here with me. Even if getting that call again will devastate me. I will write you letters every day, and come to see you as often as possible. I will be here waiting when you get out. Hopefully things wont have to be that way, but even if it comes to that; everything will be ok, we will be ok. I know we will.
I love you Justus.
Having money really makes me want to spend it
At least I know what I want to save for.
Im getting my warped tour ticket,
My wig and shoes for my cosplay,
New books,
And a Bamboo drawing tablet.
My new drivers lisence finally came in the mail!
I am so damn excited about it XD
On a side note, I think im gonna get my tickets for warped tour soon
Ugh
I miss my best friend, I know that she has her college classes and that I’m always babysitting; but I miss her very much. I feel like we never hang out anymore, and it makes me really upset. I feel like the people I love are pulling away from me. Justus has seemed upset, though he says nothing is wrong, it just seems like he is upset about something. All I can think is that its somehow my...
Im hell bent on finding beauty in everyday things
And telling myself that no matter how much it feels like the world is against you, there is always hope.
So I havent talked to my cousin in FOREVER..
and I’m on facebook and she im’d me.
out of all the things we could talk about, she just up and asks me if I’m still a virgin.
so now im a bit weirded out.
and then she’s like “cause that will happen all the time when you move in with your boyfriend, so you have to protect yourself because you don’t want to be a young mom”
so now I’m pissed.
i...
Well I'm freaking the fuck out
Spiders that big should not be in my house T.T
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I became a jellyfish today
I went swimming with Bob, Katti, Cole, Sarah and Sierra.
And I turned into a jellyfish. Its super fun to swim like that lol
Video games
Justus I love how pissed off you’re getting at assassins creed, hun they can’t hear you, quit yelling at the poor fictional characters haha but I’m not gonna lie; its way funny. Plus I think the face you make when you are concentrating is cute ^^
Books I need right now
City of Fallen Angels
Clockwork Angel
Clockwork Prince
Darkest Mercy
Crescendo
Pride and Prejudice and Zombies
and more, not to mention all the manga, which I am much to lazy to list lol
Fuck it
Three spiders. One Night.
Two died by the mixing of chemicals I probably shouldn’t mix.
One with the buisness end of my black heels.
Fuck it.
They terrify me.
I’m sleeping upstairs.
I'm not going to think of how scared I an to cut...
I’m just going to do it, and love the way I look no matter what anyone says.
“I want morning and noon and nightfall with you. I want your tears, your smiles,...”
– Again the Magic, Lisa Kleypas (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
Forgive me if I ramble
But I just cant sleep, I put these songs on repeat; the ones that usually calm my thoughts, or remind me of how much I love you. And usually I drift to sleep no problem, but for some reason my brain wont shut up. All I really want right now is to curl up next to you and sleep. But you’re in the city, and Im in this small town.
Because honestly you are the only real remedy I have when it...
“We started out as a full circle, and when we strived to be like the gods, they...”
– Plato’s Love Theory (via atomos)
last night
Someone broke into my car, stole my wallet (with my license in it), my dads $100 polarized sunglasses, his blue-tooth, his watch my mom got him for fathers day a few years back, a phone, my moms license, her social security and my parents bankruptcy papers.
The only things that the cop found were the bankruptcy papers, my moms license and social security card;They were in a car that these people...
Justus;
Its so hard for me to try and explain everything I’m feeling right now.
Everything reminds me of you. The smell of summer rain, cool grass under my bare feet, warm sun on my cheeks. You are in almost every thought, every second of every day. And I stop and think to myself: how did I get this lucky?
Most people search for what feels like forever before they find the person they truly love,...
