February 2011
Instead of going to bed..
I thought I would check Tumblr “quickly”
….
So apperently “quickly” takes an hour XD
So I think I found my prom dress...
Now I just need the $250 to pay for it hahaha
I feel a bit Bi-polar
Looking at all of the blogging I’ve done in the past few weeks I realize that I have been complaining… a lot, and for that I apologize.
Its just that my life has pretty much been hell since I found out my parents are making me move.
I’m used to stress, its just a constant thing in my life, but I guess I’m just not used to this much stress; I actually broke down the other...
Moods
Apperently I only have two as of the last month or so:
1. Happy with Justus
2. Pissed arguing with my mom/brother/dad
….
Why cant I just be 18 already?
They're going to regret not giving me the credit I...
Because you dont know what you have till its gone.
And in a few months, I’ll be gone.
Why do I even fucking bother?
You don’t have to feel like a waste of space You’re original, cannot be replaced If you only knew what the future holds After a hurricane comes a rainbow
For my sanity’s sake I hope to god that this is true. I can’t stand to be around my parents much longer, and even though my dad is all the way in California he still thinks he can control me. Both of my parents are...
So I just saw a post that said where your...
So mine is a splatter pattern of no pigmentation that starts below my rib cage, wraps around my back, and finishes where it began…
Does that mean I was like, ripped in half in a past life? 0.o
Just so I remember
1. Went over to Justus’s house
2. Hung out with him and seth
3. went to get my mom a movie and take lucas to his friends house
4. went to macys
5. ate some ramen
6. hung out with justus and dallon
6. Went home
7. Ate some dinner
8. bLogged this
9. going to bed
Bored out of my mind
So I’ll text Justus.. but he doesn’t have a phone. Damn it.
So maybe I’ll go for a drive… My mom has the car. Damn it.
I’ll play some video games?… My brother is hogging the xbox. Damn it!!
Hmm…. The Internet? It get boring really fast. Damn it >_>
I got it! I’ll go for a walk… oh wait, I have to watch my brothers.. Damn.
OK so its...
iheartgeek asked: Awwwwww :3 That is the sweetest thing I've ever heard! ^____^
Life after high school
I had it all planned out.. sort of. I mean I knew what I wanted to do, I knew I waned to take a year off and just work and hang out, go camping with Justus and try to get a grip on my ever changing life.
Then my dad moved away, and everything I had planned, everything I wanted to do, got ripped out from underneath me. So now I have to move back to that misrable place I called “home”...
This weekend was amazing
I got to fall asleep in your arms two nights in a row, and I personally now hate sleeping by myself. I don’t recommend it.
Anyhoo, on one of those lovely nights spent together I found myself reading a poem that expresses exactly how I feel about you, with the words I could never seem to find before, and for the first time in my life I actually dog-eared a page in one of my books. All for...
Thanks Nikki!
Im glad you greatly approve of me and Justus being together lol And I think your right, we are perfect for eachother :D I can honestly say I have never loved anyone as much as I love him. He means the world to me :)
Six months already?
All this time has gone by so fast! Words can never express how happy you make me Justus. I love you so much.
“I gotta bulletproof heart
You gotta hollow point smile
We had our run away...”
– My Chemical Romance, Bulletproof Heart
I realized something today
On the way home from salt lake with everyone i started to fall asleep, and i wondered something in this half asleep state, if my eyes are blue and your eyes are green, do we see different things? Is reality somehow warped to fit another’s point of view? Are the things i see even real? Which led me to ponder if the things i feel are real, and then you put your arms around me and the...
I cant stop listening to this song lol
(Na Na Na…)
Drugs Gimme drugs Gimme drugs I don’t need ‘em But I’ll sell what you got Take the cash And I’ll keep it Eight legs to the wall Hit the gas Kill ‘em all And we crawl And we crawl And we crawl You be my detonator
Love Gimme love Gimme love I don’t need it But I’ll take what I want From your heart And I’ll keep it in a bag In a box...
Why do I do these things to myself?
By body keeps telling me that I’m tired, my heads starting to hurt and my eyelids are getting heavy. But I refuse to sleep!!
Damn it I have to beat this gym leader first! I must better my pokemon!
*mutter mutter damn addicting pokemon mutter mutter*
Realizations of todayland
My little brother says “Silver” as “Shilber”
I forgot how much I loved Wall-E
I sing like a black woman when it comes to Foxy
Free Slurpee’s are the best kind
Dancing is not as much fun by myself
The guy at Grinders mentioned Bob today
I cant smell anything for the time being because of smelling too much incense at grinders
It’s REALLY cold in my room, I...
